You fooling yourself! Funny!

PERHATIAN: INI ENTRY TAK FRIENDLY VERSION. Rasanye, from now on, kena create satu lagi label for post - 'lepas geram'! From now on, akan selalu muncul entry2 yang sebegini untuk humban segala perasaan geram tu kat sini. Sape nak terasa, nak marah, marah lah! Hati aku lagi marah! Bukan nak melatah, tapi memang rasa menyesal! Tak boleh nak figure out apa muslihat pakcikk ni. Someone told me 'use your brain, dont use your emosi. Jangan layan pakcik tuu..biarkan dia terjun dengan labu-labunya'.

It is always in my mind, my SIL's nasihat - 'always see beauty things behind any trouble/problem we facing with'. Yes i admit that. Sesuatu yang berlaku tu..kemudian hari nanti mesti kita akan nampak kebaikan nye. And biasa sangat kita dengar orang sebut 'ada hikmah disebalik kejadian' - aku tunggu apa kah hikmah sebalik kejadian ni?????

And my husband pulak always said..the beauty of being a muslim is 'bila kita bersyukur apabila diberi nikmat, Allah ganjarkan dengan pahala. And bila kita ditimpa masalah and kita tetap bersyukur and redha dengan ujiannya, Allah akan ganjarkan dengan pahala juga.' Alhamdulillah.

Tapi kita ni manusia biasa, hati memang terasa sangat sakit bila tahu orang yang tak berhati perut ni bercakap sesuka hati. Hati meradang bila tahu dia berkempen satu Sydney nak menegakkan benang yang basah. Betapa marah rasa hati ni. Nak pandang muka pakcik ni pun aku dah meluat.

As i said kat atas tu, ntah apa lagi muslihat dia. Konon minta maaf, konon dah takde apa2, tapi bertapa 'tak wangi' nya hati dia..bila diumpatnya tetamu ini dengan tujuan untuk memalukan! Ishhhh kalau la ku tahu! Ishhh memang menyesal!!! Kek yang sebijikkk besar tu punnn, ntah apa laaa muslihatnya agaknyerr! Orang kalau dah tersepit, macam tu lerrr...cakap pun ntah haper2!

Hmmmm mungkin betul apa yang kawan aku cakap. He is actually fooling himself. Cerita lahh! kempen lahh! Satu Sydney! Even satu Australia pun takpe! Aku tahu kebenaran akan muncul satu hari nanti. And masa tu..org tahu laa sape dia!

I know he is reading this! But sape kesahhhh!

In her denim..

Heyyy, am I look good in this???? :D

This denim was given by Uncle Baim & Aunty Alia when they came to visit us during my confinement. They bought the 0-3 months size. Nina was sooo tiny when she born, so i was guessing that Nina will only can fit this only after raya or at least during raya.

Nina prove me wrong as she grew so speedy. She can fit this since she was 7 weeks. And now (raya) this denim quite tight to her. Saaayang anak mommy, cepat betul dia besar!

Nina's first raya in her life..

1 syawal dah seminggu berlalu, saya baru nak terhegeh2 nak cerita pasal raya. And baru perasan yang saya tak ucap selamat hari raya pun pada semua yang datang baca blog saya ni. Rasanye belum terlambat, raya kan sebulan kan... :D

"Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua muslimin & muslimat yang membaca my humble blog ini. Mohon maaf zahir dan batin kalau selama saya berblog ni, saya pernah menyinggung perasaan sesiapa, samada sengaja atau tidak."

Nina: Sama tak muka saya dengan papa...?

Our raya here wasnt that bad, walaupun hat ni asik dokk teringat Malaysia. Raya must be more meriah kalau kami kat sana dengan sedara mara. Atok & Wan balik Rembau, for sure diorang excited kalau Nina around. Wan keep telling us that she miss Nina. Kesian Wan...tunggu yer, tak lama lagi Nina balik :D

Nanny kat Shah Alam for sure akan meriah raya nyer kalau tahun ni kami sekeluarga ada. Kesian Nanny...boleh kata every year Nanny raya sendiri sejak kak Naz migrated to NZ. Takpe Nanny, next year we will be around with you.

Owhh, Nina quite sporting when kami bawak dia jalan raya. Most of the time dia tidoooo aje. Orang cakap 'baik nyerr diaaaa, tak dengar pun suara dia menangis'. Yerrrr memang baikkk, tetapiiii...cuma Mommy ngan Papa je yang tahu how perit our telinga kalau tiba masa Nina menjerit. Sekuat hatiiii dia meneran! But for me..not bad la kann sebab she seems tahu behave kalau kat luar rumah hhahaaaa, and hopefully sampai bila2 la dia macam tuuu.

Untuk kenang-kenangan kami kemudian hari nanti....

Nina's first baju raya in her life..

Nina got her first duit raya from Aunty Sarah..tinkiu Aunty..mmmuahh!

Special kan..sampul duit raya ni..?

I'm looking forward

I really feeling happy & excited while I'm typing this. Im looking forward for few thingsss at this moment..the first and foremost, I'm looking forward for my husband to finish his study soon. Really want to see him to put an end to his research (end for his phd, but i know he is going to have another chapterssss of reseach after this, that's him!!).

Secondly, I'm looking forward to go home. As I said in my previous entry, how I wish to have my family around for my raya. I really wanna go home! I miss them! I miss Ampang! I miss nasi kerabu selling by the makcik next to Pasar Keramat! I miss to see my frenss! & I miss Eric the most! Eric..mummy miss youuuu! (And mummy miss all my other nieces and nephews, of coz!!)

There is another one thing that I'm looking forward for, which I cant write it here! please please please...I want it to be happened. 'Ya Allah yang maha berkuasa..makbulkan lah permintan hamba mu ini...Aminnnn'

p/s: owhh yaaa! I still havent put up our first raya with Nina in this space. Will do it soon!

Raya Prep

hmm semakin lama semakin jarang saya menulis yerr. Jangan kata nak menulis, nak jenguk ke sini pun dah jarang2. Not much things to say pun..

Hari ni last day keje before hari raya cuti. Its gonna be a long weekend for us, start from tomorrow till tuesday. Will resume back to work on wednesday. Hmm since cuti lama, and High Commision of Malaysia will be opened on Tuesday, saya amik kesempatan untuk pegi buat pasport Nina. Mana la tau kot2 nak keluar dari Aus ni kejap kann, siap2 kan aje laaa..

Raya preparation???? hmm nothing much as we are now far part from sanak saudara, takde apa nak buat pun. Sama macam tahun2 yang sebelum ni la.., mmg takde masak pun untuk hari raya. Normally we just jalan raya, then we set one day in syawal for open open house and panggil kawan2. Nampaknya tahun ni takde buat open house la kot. I dont think i can cope with open house with Nina around. Lagi2 pulak i will start packing barang. Memang tak ter'buka' la rumah kami tahun ni nampaknye :D

I do not know why this year i have different feeling about meyambut raya ni. Kalau tahun2 sebelumnya..rasa tak kisah pun beraya jauh dari mak, abah & adik2. Tapi tahun nii rasa sebak nak balikkkkk. Nape yerr? Rasa nak sangat balik raya kat Malaysia ngan diorang. This year will be my 4th raya without them.

Owhhh, mak & abah ada hantar baju raya for me. Baju kurung. Rezan's baju melayu memang dorang dah bawak masa ke sini last July. Mak kirim baju Nina sekali pun. Thank you Wan! Nina muat baju2 tuu, Nina dah besarrrrr. Besok rasanya macam nak pegi cari baju raya for Nina, mesti cute Nina on raya morning with her gown! hehehe

2 month

Nina is 2 months.

2 months & 2 days to be exact!

Rambut Baru Nina

Untuk Atok, Wan, Nanny, Acik Ciela, Acik Ajoi, Ucu Sopi, Ucu Midi, Paklang & Mak Lang: yang nak tengok rambut Nina yang baru tumbuh. Dah banyakkkkkkk. Makna nyer, raya nanti Nina dah ada rambut hehehhe

Hari Raya

Relevant kahhh tajuk tuu?? sebenarnya nak tulis pasal gambar/ucapan selamat hari raya..tapi nak shortcut :-)

Orang lain sibuk2 amik gambar nak hantar ke suratkabar..tapi saya tak penah terfikir nak buat. Tapi tahun ni..macam nak hantar laa. hehehe my sister in law ada sorang keje kat 'TheStar'. Rasa macam nak call dia lahh..nak mintak dia buatkan. Ooopsss...zaman sekarang..nak buat apa2, semua nak kena ada cable ekkk??? Tengah berkira kira ni..nak hantar, taknak hantar, nak hantar, taknak hantar, nak hantar..shud i??

Pandai nyerrrr

oooo macam gitu kaaaaa???? Pandainyerr diaaaa..! Berani nyerr diaaa....! and what is next???