Suram

Hmmmm hari ni tadi bangun pagi..tgk kat luar mendung jerr. Memang dari malam tadi nampak kilat sabung menyabung. Hujan sikit malam tadi.

Then..around pukul 9 am camtu...soon after papa nina gone to work..hujan turun selebat2nya. Then berenti kejap..then sambung lagi hujan..sampai le sekarang. Ni dah nak petang dah nii. Hati rasa suram je hari nii, macam ikut mood cuaca ni pulak. Sejak kami pindah ke Penang ni, rasanye ini la kali pertama hujan sepanjang hari. Ntah kenapa laa hati ni rasa macam ni :-(

Sejarah Berulang Kembali

Nina..sorry, mummy pun tak tahu what mummy did tengahari tadi. Mummy didnt think straight.

Sejarah 27 tahun lepas berulang kembali. What I did to my brother years back, happended to my daughter tgahari tadi.

Kesian Nina. Mummy terkunci pintu dari dalam, while mummy kat luar jemur kain. Grill pintu bahagian tengah tu mmg akan terkunci kalau kita clicked the hatch. So, masa mummy keluar..mummy tak sedar mummy did it. Bila mummy realized it, mummy cuba pegi kat pintu depan & pintu belakang, both terkunci. Ya allah!!! Nina was alone inside. Pintu bilik air was opened! Macam2 benda buruk terpikir kat kepala masa tu.

Mummy macam takde idea lain, other than called our neighbour at the back. Nasib baik maid dia ada. Mummy pinjam her phone to call papa, mintak papa balik ASAP with the key. Nasib baik papa's work place very near..about 5 minutes away from home.

Lepas call papa, mummy panggil2 Nina. She was happily playing with toys, not knowing that mummy already put her into trouble. Luckily Nina faham her name, and came to mummy. Nina saw mummy was outside and wanted to be outside with mummy, and she started making noise. When she realized that mummy couldn't take her out, she screamed! Badly scream..! Sedih nye tengok Nina masa tu. Nangis sampai lembikkkk!

Not long after that..papa came. Not long pun, took about 10 minutes jugak. Just imagine, Nina cried for 10 minutes without stop. Badly cried!

27 years back, I did the same to my brother. My mum was busy making kuih raya at that time, as raya haji dah dekat masa tu. I was 5 YO, and my brother lebih kurang 1 YO. I looked after him and locked the middle door from ruang tamu. Suddenly hari nak hujan, and my mum asked me angkat baju. So I jumped outside and pull the door and its locked! My brother was alone inside! My mum call abah, suruh abah balik with the key. Exactly the same cerita!

So tadi...once nampak kereta papa reached home..mummy rasa legaaa. Nina stop nangis tapi still ada sedu sedan. Kesian Nina. Mummy stop buat segala kerja..and sit with Nina. Susu her and she immediately slept! Penat menangis agaknye. Sorry ye Nina..

Nina is 9 months old today! She fall asleep..was tired with the incident happened.